It is impossible to describe, this strange relationship that I have with books. I find myself reading multiple books at the same time. Is this a personality disorder or is there some hidden meaning in this? Is it something I should work towards…that is reading one book at a time? Should I embrace this oddity and recognize it as a positive? Do I need to learn self control? I find myself ordering another book before I finish the ones that I have started? Do I have some sort of fear of being without a book? Do I have some sort of fear of not being smart enough? Is it a fear of being bored with a book? I cannot explain. This is one that I must ponder. Maybe I’ll try picking one book and reading it cover to cover, not necessarily in one sitting, but cover to cover before I pick up another book during my 50th year! This I know, I do love books!